6 Weeks?

6 Weeks seems like a long time.  42 days.  Ryan was 6 weeks premature.  6 weeks more in the womb and he would have been healthier and not spent 8 days in the NICU.
6 weeks- the adoption agency is telling us that we only have about 6 weeks left to wait.  So, I'm trying to be patient and remember that I shouldn't want to become her mother before God wants me to be.  It would be so much easier if He would lay out the plan in front of me from the beginning.  But, then again, that would take away all the wonder and surprise.