Tired of Waiting

For 3 months now, I haven't felt like the wait would be too bad.  All of a sudden it feels like next July will never arrive.  I can't imagine the families that are waiting for several years for a child, especially if they do not already have children.  The special needs wait time is much shorter, but it's still not quick enough.

Travis and I prayed and talked about Yunping and have decided that God is not leading us in that direction.  It was a really hard decision and was not made without many tears on my part, but I do believe it was the right decision.  I know God will lead us to our little Katie.

New Pictures!

Just received updated pictures of Yunping.  She is absolutely adorable!  God is teaching me a lesson in patience and in submission.  I have really been convicted that Travis must be the one to make the final decision on which child we choose.  So, I'm waiting and praying.  I know that God will give him the right answer concerning this little girl.  It's hard though because I've already fallen in love with her.

Waiting

Just waiting and praying.  If we listen, God will speak.  I'm usually so busy talking that I miss what He's trying to say.  I'm trying to work on that and depend on Him to make the decisions in this whole process. 

One More Step

We had our last interview for our home study today in Birmingham.  Everything went very well.  Our social worker will compile our file and turn it into her supervisor at the beginning of next week, then it will be in review. It will take about 3-4 weeks for the review process, so the plan is to have it completed by the end of this month so we can send in our paperwork to immigration.

I'm so relieved and excited that this part of the process is behind us.  It feels like we are one step closer to meeting our daughter.  We continue to pray for Yunping and that God will show us the direction He wants us to take.  Thank you in advance for your prayers.

One specific prayer that I ask is for me.  I am terrified of flying and had a minor panic attack thinking about the trip last night.  Please pray for God's peace- I remind myself that He has not given me a spirit of fear.  This is really a struggle for me and your prayers are much appreciated.
-Michal

After a lot of prayer, we made the decision on Friday to not "hold" Yunping's file any longer.  This will allow other families to view her file and choose to adopt her.  We just did not feel that she was the child for us at this time.  We are still praying for her and look forward to following her story.  God will lead us where He wants us to go as long as we're open to hear His voice.